"This is against every meaning of humanity" I cried out loud. No woman should be treated like that only because she completed eighteen years of her life. I shouldn't be in this position right now, just because we are poor doesn't mean we should be humiliated. But the thought hit me; I am only doing this for my family. My only hope is that my sister would be luckier than me and skip this pressure. "That's the way to know if you have been touched before. Selena you are still pure, aren't you" I couldn't believe her talk. I looked at the ceiling and I had no more strength to hold the ters. "Yes I am, I am a pure virgin, Victoria" I confessed and the lady calmed down immediately. How can some people be so cruel to females like me? "Dear, why don't you go take a nap or something, I will wake you before Sir. Nicholas does" I headed to my chamber and lay down on the mattress. The tears came down in a matter of seconds. I didn't want to lose something I am proud of this way. In fact! it is the only thing I am proud of. I didn't want to be a tool, only used for men's pleasure; I wanted this to be special. My eyelids became heavy and i closed them, knowing that when I open them, I will still be that desperate girl in the same position. I woke up to yelling and harsh whispers outside the door, consternation ran through my mind. I got on my feet and expedited to the door. Outside, I found people hurrying and running, other servants talking together and I felt a tap on my shoulder ...
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